- November 25th, 2015
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Back at the beginning of September, Jennifer, my feminine persona, made her debut at a private play party. As Jennifer, I wore a navy blue sheath dress from Old Navy, along with the other effects that turn me into Jennifer, i.e. rice boobs, zentai, and wig. Unfortunately, however, since I was still recovering from a broken bone in my foot about a month prior, I couldn’t wear proper footwear. Therefore, rather than wear Jennifer’s shoes, I had to go with a pair of Crocs, since Jennifer’s shoes were too painful to wear with the injury still actively healing. But hey, at least I didn’t have to wear a boot anymore.
Going out as Jennifer for the first time was kind of “eh”. I knew the people that I was with, but I hadn’t been able to completely drop my inhibitions and relax. I felt uptight, not quite knowing how to behave as Jennifer. I mostly stood back and watched from the sidelines as others did their thing. I think the biggest thing was becoming comfortable in Jennifer’s skin, and I suppose this first time was as good of a start as any. However, I have a long way to go before I am really comfortable as Jennifer around others. Becoming Jennifer at home is one thing, since I live by myself, and I’m just walking around the house feeling the fabric against my skin, and trying to walk convincingly in heels. Being Jennifer in front of others is an entirely different matter.